I wanted success all my life. I have been looking thru the window at the candy store all my life. I have not been able to see how to get it, or even what it means.
Oh, I read the success books. I wanted to have a burning desire. I did not have it. I wanted to have goals. But how could I, I did not really want anything.
I was lonely and could not bring myself to do anything about it for years. Even as I tried, I could not break free.
I learned that I did not and do not trust government. I want people to have liberty. I do not think the way is thru politics.
I was somewhat successful helping people with computer technical issues. Dale Carnegie started a change, as I saw and heard the interesting stories of all sorts of people. But I still did not see what success could mean for me.
I struggled with not finding a job after 2001. I flailed about. I began networking. Networking is what you do when you lose a job. I found hanging around with other people out of work was depressing.
I began to do what I knew, computer tech support. I did not get building relationships at all.
In 2007, I found SendOutCards and BNI. I began to see the value of relationships. SendOutCards was not bringing in money, I began to have more success with tech support. I was depressed and not functioning well. BNI was really all that kept me going.
Last year after spending all my savings and losing my home, I began to come out of depression. I was approached about network marketing. And I began a new journey.